3 more days of this havoc, torture, sleeplessness. I'm tired of being tired ( Read more... )

 64 more days... 64 more days... 64 more days... until my beloved and I will be married ( Read more... )

  I... am almost done. 4 more weeks of NCC. I see it creeping up both suddenly and slowly... A week ago it scared me. But today I just feel ready--ready to do what needs to be done and let my heart and soul shine out of it ( Read more... )

 Searching through lies is hard. I'm finding that out more and more ( Read more... )

Message left on my answering machine ( Read more... )

The air is  changing. It's still winter, but spring is shifting, side-stepping, shuffling... awakening.

My heart is aching for it.

So tired of this winter, of this cold, of suffocating, of breathing but not understanding how to breathe. I need sunshine kisses and green mysteries and splashes of color everywhere.

Maybe I see too much of myself in ( Read more... )

It's funny how one word
Can destroy a mountain it took forever to build
It's funny how one song
Can elevate a cage of silver guild
It's funny how one thought
one touch
Can destroy a world of trust
It's funny
And yet it's not

It's funny how one blink
Can switch a sea to an ocean of calamity
It's funny how one step
Can consecrate a place for royalty
It's funny ( Read more... )

She had her whole life mapped out in front of her ( Read more... )

I miss... the innocence of laughter. The thrill your girly giggle sends up my spine. The way your nose scrunches up and you crackle ( Read more... )

I locked myself out of my house today.

It's actually kind of funny.

I realized I can choose to worry about this or not... I choose not to.

I'm really excited to see how God will get me out of this one. :D