I had quite a Thanksgiving break. Spent a lot of it with the family and a lot of it with my sort-of significant other. We're in this really strange relationship where we dont want to be with anybody else, we're in love, we hit the sheets pretty regularly, but we're not technically 'together'. except i feel like we really are together, just not ( Read more... )

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so right now i feel like poo. i haven't had a bad day or anything, but i still feel like poo. maybe its cause i havent kissed charlie in two days even though we've been together? maybe its cause i havent worked out in like three days....maybe its cause we dont have any ice cream in the fridge, we haven't in forever, and i really want some god damn ( Read more... )

ah, i feel so damn good ( Read more... )

every fucking word in this song is so amazingly poignant...

thought i knew my mind
like the back of my hand.
the gold and the rainbow,
nothing panned out as i planned.

they say only milk and honey's gonna
make your soul satisfied.
well i better learn how to swim,
cause the crossing is chilly and wide.

twisted guard rails on the highway,
broken glass on the ( Read more... )

got my wisdom teeth out yesterday. my mouth really hurts, and my face is all big. blech. ive also realized that ive become a bit dependent lately. i really need to start concentrating on myself and the things i used to involve myself in more. my art, my exercise routine, my spirituality, my relationships with my family. ive lost sight of a lot of ( Read more... )

kickboxing was crazy today. i wore myself the fuck out. but i really pushed myself, so im proud. and we did the butt exercises and i thought i was going to die! but i need to start doing those every day again...i also did a little weight lifting before class. i need to stop not being in shape ( Read more... )

so...i think i have a really healthy balance right now of things that are going well and things that could use improvement. ive found that its rather dangerous to be too happy. for things to be going too well. balance is good.

Good:>>grandma is being decent to be ( Read more... )

i love my life force attached to an erection. (see also: Choke by Chuck Palahniuk)

charlie is great!

also! everybody needs to see An Inconvenient Truth, for serious. Go see it, like, now.

i was browsing through IC support group posts and came across this ...

I just wanted to say, though, that when you are in a flare, you are sick - so please be kind to yourself. Treat yourself like a beloved friend. No one ever died from a dusty house, that I know of. So the housework can wait. Or maybe even the housework doesn't have to be as ( Read more... )