So this is deffinately the last thing I should be doing at this hour but what the heck. I feel so... stuck. I feel reluctant to stay, but reluctant to leave. I don't want to let go. The past is so tangible, comfortable, predictable. At the same time, the future is full of promise. Its also the scariest darn thing I've ever seen. Is there a ( Read more... )

*sighs* Its been crazy up here. I just wanna curl up in a hole. But alas I must not... *drags self around daily duties*

Official Survivor
Congratulations! You scored 84%!
Whether through ferocity or quickness, you made it out. You made the
right choice most of the time, but you probably screwed up somewhere.
Nobody's perfect, at least you're alive.
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I feel incredibly unsure of how I feel. Please shoot up some prayers for me. I just don't feel right, but I'm not the usual sort of messed up this time...

*vanishes*

Perhaps I need to be less negative. At least towards myself. And what on earth possessed me to cause me to leave my home, where I had a life, friends and opportunities and come to a place where I am all but alone, know no one, or anything, and don't recognize my opportunities? I feel so confused about all this. What exactly does God want of me ( Read more... )

I quit the pharmacy. It has officially been determind that pharmacy is not ever going to work out for me again. I officially started working for Dillards yesterday and so far ok. I get insurance in 30 days for that will be really nice. Feeling somewhat meh today. Wish I knew why. The weather up here has been gorgeous, I finally got me deposit ( Read more... )

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Your Dominant Intelligence is Linguistic Intelligence


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I try so freakin' hard, but nothing works right. I let go and let God, and things work out just long enough for me to get excited that things are working out, then CRASH ( Read more... )