This is getting rediculous. Sometimes I hate being a woman. I think it is incredibly ironic that my resolution this year was to try and emrace my femininity (sp?) more than I have in the past to work on becoming a woman after God's own heart. I've got it down except for these few days a month where its absolute hell. A gunshot wound between my ( Read more... )

Randomly found this on someone else's journal and had to share because it is too true for the most part! Girls can be so dumb ( Read more... )

So I woke up this morning and this first thing I saw was the most beautiful rose sitting on my dresser. I love my mommy. She really is trying. Its so hard for both of us, but she really does seem to be trying... And it is a beautiful rose. I don't know that I've ever been given a more beautiful or more fragrant flower in all my life.

I am back, and there is much to say. I have no computer as of yet, and no easy access to one either, so I shant update as I wish to. *sighs* I am so happy to be back. I am so content... I am so torn. Life is good. *blows kisses* Love to all!

Well folks, here its is. My last post from the west. I am leaving this land of rugged beauty in a matter of hours and look forward to seeing you all very soon! Lots of love and excitement and happiness!

DisorderRatingParanoid Disorder:ModerateSchizoid Disorder:ModerateSchizotypal Disorder:HighAntisocial Disorder:ModerateBorderline Disorder:Very HighHistrionic Disorder:Very HighNarcissistic Disorder:HighAvoidant Disorder:HighDependent Disorder:Very HighObsessive-Compulsive Disorder:High
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Ok, so there is this one person that seems closer to me now that they ever have been, which is saying something, but at the same time, so much more distant. Then there is this other person that I wish I could say something to them because I know what would make them so much happier but they refuse to hear me. Then there is this other person who ( Read more... )

Did you ever want to convey things to someone but just really didn't know how? I have things I want to say to someone but they just don't seem to want to hear me. I think this person is just too busy to listen. Or maybe I just waited too long to speak up. Maybe I just didn't realize it was something that needed to be said until too late in the ( Read more... )

"Into the Woods" makes me happy. :D I feel so much better now, just tired. Long weeks, long days, short time till I can see everyone again! Yay!! I'm so very excited! I should get there sometime Tuesday night of the 3rd so I shall start looking you all up on the 4th and there-after. I CAN'T WAIT I'M SO EXCITED!!!! I wish I could convey my ( Read more... )

What sort of cruel irony is it that as soon as I finally quit thinking about Joseph all the time and quit wanting a boyfriend and so on and so forth, that it turns out that I just might have a disease that puts me in rediculously large amounts of pain until I start having children. Or I might have a hard time getting pregnant. Or I might not be ( Read more... )