2-17-06 Rest in Peace. I love you DAD!!!!!

he's dying...they sent him home from the hospital with a "there's nothing more we can do". why is this sooo not fair and why does it have to happen to my family? why do those doctors have to be such a pain in my ass? how could they say in front of him that his best bet is to go home and spend the time he has left with his family in his house. he ( Read more... )

i absolutely cant stand my life anymore. it sux, it simply sux. i wake up every morning and pray that it was a dream but i go downstairs, take one look, and realize "no, just my life". I go to bed evernight praying, praying so strongly that he'll get better but instead am waking up to the coughing, throwing up, yelling, and crying of the stupid ( Read more... )

so i guess this is the first journal entry of the new year. i'm a bit of a procrastinator, its like January 27th already. So midterms are done and overwith!! I did really really well in chem and spanish. History was sucky and english had a good essay. math was alright but u could tell which questions were mokrauer's. i hate that guy " describe ( Read more... )

YAY!!!! Christmas!!!! I'm soooo excited you have no idea. So i got my xmas shopping done on sunday. but i still havent gotten my mom done so i dunno when that'll happen. Alls i know is i am uber excited for christmas!!! but anyway lets update on my life ( Read more... )

oh how i hate thanksgiving. How could i have been thankful for anything thats happened these past years. thankyou for my dad dying....yea thats really what i need right now. so my thanksgiving was a hoot...

put an X next to every movie you've seen ( Read more... )

Woah, i havent updated in like forever. so whats new you ask? ahh, nothing much, same old/same old. Halloween, gave out candy then headed over to zach's house. Chilled for alittle and then went home. ummm, school: i went back to gym! *so sad* i had to leave zach and rachel in study hall, this for me was muy muy upsetting. i hope they miss me. uhhh ( Read more... )

Alright so time to update on my week. Wednesday was my b-day and i wore my "kiss me its my bday pin" to school and only got 8 kisses.....come on people. Then friday i was soooooo excited to get home cause of the paul mccartney concert! It was the best thing ever!!!! This is our storry *DUN DUN!* (Law and order ( Read more... )

okay. what a week ( Read more... )