I'm sitting here. In my dorm room. In the middle of New York. Writing my first update in over a year.

So much has changed. I've changed. My friends have changed. our lives have changed.

And then I find myself encountering things that don't change. As much as I wish they did. Or, thought I did. But the truth is, I don't want that to change at all.

so,

can we just review how much of a bitch i feel like right now?

that I would be good even if I did nothing ( Read more... )

just a quick update to express my happiness with the decay of my long existent writers block, i just cranked out three pieces of writing in the last 24 hours and that makes me happy. i might actually be able to put together a portfolio for this thing i'm working on, which i didn't anticipate being able to do. woo ( Read more... )

ewww i hate being an emotional eater. you know, 'turning to food' when you're stressed or upset etc etc. its gross. i think i've probably gained like 15 pounds this w/end. ewwwww. i want to get up before school tomorrow + run on the treadmill. maybe i will, it will make me feel better ( Read more... )

Michael Strickland: Cornell University, Class of 2009 ( Read more... )

i'm so emotionally drained right now. if you want to see detailed accounts before i update tomorrow, see Innocent_words or dojo24m.

all i can say is that i never imagined that the last five years of field hockey would end....and they did. i love you all forever and always- don't ever forget that

theres so many things i want to ( Read more... )

woooooooooooooo my sat scores went up!!!

" The last few years of my life have been wide awake ( Read more... )