wow..it has been quite some time since I last wrote anything.
I guess you can say I've spent the last few months trying to find myself. For the longest time I thought I knew what I wanted but I have surprised myself actually. I always thought since I moved here that my goal was to move back cause thats where I belonged. I've realized that I don't ( Read more... )

This summer I must say sucks!
Ever since I became old enough to work, I've lost every summer. I've actually taught myself to hate it now which is pretty sad. Working my job made me hate summer cause of all the annoying brats that come in..Don't kids have summer camp or something better to do then to come and make my day miserable?
Besides that I told ( Read more... )

A memory from where I've learned to enjoy life not knowing where I might end up. Even if there was no future, just living in the moment we were both in.
A memory where time was endless and had no meaning. Like a  photo stuck under a cold glass frame but it didn't matter cause I was stuck with you.
A memory that made me believe in things that lived ( Read more... )

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7 more days...
7 more days till I'm finally free. Free from the endless cycle of routine in which I call my life lol.
I'm so excited cause I so deserve this. I've been working my ass off and I'm in need of a break. It's not exactly as long as I would have hoped but I still can't complain cause something is better than nothing. And I'm lucky to have ( Read more... )

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When does everything go wrong?
How does everything you thought you knew change so quickly?
If you could see what I see...If  you could feel what I feel...If you could only understand me. Sometimes I wonder, what if we met at another point in time..under different circumstances..how different would we be? What would have changed? I mean, maybe nothing ( Read more... )

I must say the little things in life really are important. Like I've said earlier..Like 5 monthes earlier lol Its time for a change. So the other day I said to myself "hey, i should get a new look" So i decided to venture out and chop off my hair. Its not boyish or anything but alot shorter than I have ever had it. I was alittle nervous cause my ( Read more... )

I did something I haven't done in a very long time. Instead of staying at home being lazy or settling for a movie with my parents I decided to go out and take a long walk. Just me. And I must say, it was quite an amazing night tonight. I walked to an empty meadow thats down the road and I just stood there. You could see where the day was ending and ( Read more... )

Why do people insist on wanting others to share their feelings and express themselves when not very many people actually LISTEN anymore. Sharing can be so overrated lol. I mean, what's the point? People just come up with their own interpretation of what Im saying which kind of ruins the point of speaking at all. And before you know it, you're the ( Read more... )