Oh shit! Yeah it's been awhile since I've last written. SO let's see. I will try to pick up where I last left you...Ok, So that I worked at that mexican restaurant for about 4 month and started dating this guy. 3 months later we got engaged! Yes. Engaged. I look back at it now and I'm like "What was I thinking?"(lol) But at the time I wasn't ( Read more... )

Yet again too much time as passed by since my last entry. I've been keeping myself busy I suppose. Let's see where I last left off...Oh yes, I stayed working in the restaurant for about 4 months. It was ok. It had it's ups and downs like anything else. It didn't really matter cause like I had mentioned earlier it was only temporary so I just stuck ( Read more... )

The last few days have been quite frustrating and it won't get much easier just yet. I've been alone cause my family has left which gives me way too much time to think. Think about things that I shouldn't be I guess. Not really because it's "bad" just because it's pointless and it's just gonna hurt you regardless. I am human and I have made my ( Read more... )

I guess in this entry I plan to be more honest then I've ever been. Even to myself. I tend to hide things from people cause I feel like it's my business and nobody elses, which is true to an extent. But it brings me across as something different then who I really am. I'm talking about emotions. I hide what I feel mostly cause I don't want to show ( Read more... )

Wow. It's been quite sometime since I've posted anything. Shame on me! Well I'm happy to say things seem to be turning around. I found another job as a waitress. It's kind of funny cause I always told myself that that's a job I'd never take. And here I am. At first it was quite overwhelming cause I was kind of thrown in there with no real training ( Read more... )

It's been a long time since I've said anything about my life. Frankly, nothing good to tell. It's been difficult. Very difficult. I'm still trying to find a way to put things back together. I know it wasn't suppose to be easy but at the same time I didn't expect it to be this hard. The last thing I mentioned was quitting my job. At the time seemed ( Read more... )

This year is almost over.I'm glad it is too cause it has been pretty crazy. I took quite an emotional rollercoaster ride this year. The age old fight between following your mind or following your heart.. I learned to except things I just can't change and frankly it feels great. And even though I did alot of bitching, I actually did have fun this ( Read more... )

The weather is sure feeling great. I mean its freezing! but i still like it though. I can have my hair done and it will stay nice for a good while lol. Well I finally quit my job. It was really odd cause for some reason I never actually imagined how my life would be without it. I never thought how I'd actually feel once the day came. I always ( Read more... )

Days,weeks,months have gone by and I'm glad to say that I'm finally getting to where I should be. Little by little of course but you have to start somewhere right? I gotta start getting rid of all that crap that makes life unbearable. So I started out with my job. Yeah after almost 4 years I finally got the nerve to quit. Well technically next week ( Read more... )

Why is that when one thing goes wrong, everything else seems to fall apart? Geez, can I just get a freakin a break?? I don't know. Many it's a blessing in disguise..which I'm kindda hoping for cause any more of this crap I just might lose my mind lol.
And another thing..Why is that when someone keeps on asking for advise, you give it, they never ( Read more... )