Well...tomorrow is St. Valentine's day. Hmm..indeed. I know that my lovely husband has something planned. I don't know what exactly. I am looking forward to tomorrow. Normally, I don't get excited about this day because something always happen. Either on that day or a few days later to make it become painfully obvious..Valentine's day sucks! But, I ( Read more... )

I understand how I could fall in love with someone so quickly. I have known this person since my freshman year at JSU. We've talked and chilled , but then we all of a sudden we have grown on another level. Its sooo strange..it really strange. Its like I'm growing to love him.

SOOO, I am totally lost. Why in the hell are people coming to my mom and telling her that my best friend is talking madness? IDK..but to come to my mom?? Thats some drama that I have no time for...that is all. But however, if it is true than I am really pissed! The end. 

Im ready to go home. Classes are over and I am bored and really to go back to mobile! Yep...I am so ready to get the hell away from Jacksonville! Its so damn boring and I am broke as hell! The kid needs some money. I may start working with my frat brother's uncle at his catering company. I hear they make alot of money.

Sooo..I am gonna finish ( Read more... )

What up LJ. Its getting complicated with Dexter and I. He feels that I'm growing distant...I feel like he may not feel the same exact way about me as I do him. So today we are going to talk it all out. See, where does it end up. Hopefully, we can resolve this and get out relationship back on track...hopefully. I dunno yet, just don't know yet.

I had a really nice valentine's day. The best one ever! It all began in the morning. It snowed!!! Well it was just fluries....but still..I was soo nice to see that. It didn't stick, but it was sign of something different and special.  Donna and I finished up our last min shopping to get everything prepared. We had already gotten our gifts for our ( Read more... )

Hello LJ! Today so far has been quite nice. Donna and I went to the mall to get some shoes to match our dresses for the Alpha's valentine's day semi formal. Yes, I hope to have fun. Yep...this upcoming week is actually Alpha week(yay!!!).  Then, Donna , Starr and I are heading down to mobile. ON sat...the bruhs will meet us down there. YAY!!! Good ( Read more... )

Today so far is a nice day. Yesterday wasn't too bad either. Actually my weekend was pretty nice. Except for the club burning down. But we all shall survive! But at least I got to go to Dee Fords one last time. yep..the Alpha Beta chapter had a party. It was pretty fun. I also met someone who is of the Iota Nu chapter. He is really cute. I know, I ( Read more... )

i'm so depressed.  I have been crying all day. I wish I knew what it was. I have no clue. I just want to sleep the rest of my life away. *Sniff*

So....I just don't know anymore. I just try and try and try and it seem like i'm in the same little situation everyday. I mean really. I love him so much and yet its like he knows and yet he won't accept it. Its like he wants me to prove it everyday and I do..and its like its not good enough. And we fight so much. And damn..i'm tired of it. Why do ( Read more... )