I smell as though I've just come from a burning building and survived to tell the tale. I still have to bathe and remove this smoky clinging scent from my clothes. I was actually happy last night, despite being angry and disappointed. We went to the reservior to drink, and it was supposed to be a way for Sean and I to celebrate our eight months. ( Read more... )

Most of the day I felt as though my head was going to split, and the culmination of my years' learning would spill forth in an unpleasant gray mess onto the not-so clean high school floor. I need to start carrying around Advil again or I'm going to suffer at my new job ( Read more... )

I've just finished frying a number of potatoes and onions, hoping that such will not be my future, and my stomach is complaining of its intake. Today is Mother's Day and for some reason I keep forgetting that Deanna is one. She's too much of a sister at times for me to realize that she is multi-faceted and has become more than what she was 5 years ( Read more... )

I was supposed to do something today, so as not to waste the light and time once again. However, nothing seems to be working to my advantage today. Now I am lethargic and the rain won't stop hitting my window, calling for me to stand beneath it. I won't, too many memories, although I am so sorely tempted ( Read more... )

I just woke up from a most wonderous nap in which more than one fantasy was realized. No, that's not some vague sexual innuendo. It was more restful than last night, where I slept on Ryan's floor on a blanket that had batteries in it. Bumpy and not at all comfortable. My back is sore, but at least I have a medley of good music to dance to with mah ( Read more... )

My mood is black. I'm in my sister's room with a lonely lamp, smelling of mint and strawberries, and I can't for the life of me figure out why. I've eaten my fill tonight of more than enough things, and I'm near bursting. I'm offically at the point where I want to go home, go back to Malden, and lay in my bed by myself. However, you and I know that ( Read more... )

01) Total volume of music files on my computer ( Read more... )

Have fun decoding this one, boys ( Read more... )

I'm drained to the point of near death, but I can't stop now. I have millions of miles to go and only so much time left. Before I know it, I'll be sojourning six feet under the turf and wondering how the time flew by so fast. My eyes are tired, my head feels heavy, and it's not even late yet. I feel old and used, boring and abused, but my mind is ( Read more... )