You think you know...but you have NO idea

[ricer_04]

This one is for all of those who think they know me and who have pretended for far too long to care-- false words backed by fake actions. You probably only pretended because you thought I needed it, and maybe I did at the time... but I don't anymore. I realize now that you went through the motions, but in all actuality, you were lost to me a long

Comments

[anonymous]

Good for you.. you will get through this.. and you will go to Princeton and kick everyone's ass. I wish you the best.

[mollyelliott]

if i made you feel like that im sorry.. ive lived my whole life trying to be what everyone wanted of me.. i tried to make everyone happy and be there for everyone.. while at the same time internalizing and maybe lessening my own woes and regards.. i TRIED.. i did my best.. i really AM there for you.. but im trying to find me too.. i want to be a whole best friend.. i want to help you and be magic and give you something to look up too.. not make you feel worthless or degrade what you feel.. ive tried to open up to let you see life through my eyes.. what more can i do.. more than apologize? more than show you that i do care.. that im sorry i wasnt there when you needed me.. i was lost.. im sorry.