My friend assures me ( Read more... )

last night was one of the strangest nights of my life. nothing particularly out of the ordinary happened. There was just a lot of booze induced prolific philosopical talk about relationships. I am the kind of person that will wait around for quite a while for what i want. i want it to work more than anything in the whole world. but at the same time ( Read more... )

Song lyrics ( Read more... )

so today, leslie ann and i decided to go to the skate park and dick around on her rollerblades... well she gets this great idea that we need to learn to drop in a three foot high quarterpipe.. haha.. this is good stuff kids.. and she decided that i needed to do it first.. so i was like "right on" well i get up there ( Read more... )

so first off.. i thought i said i was done? with the whole ex gf getting involved craziness situation... apparently not. since she emailed me again.. im just not going to say anything back... that is going to be my best bet ( Read more... )

so i havent written in a while. the words just kind of stopped flowing. ive been not so depressed (thanks to some medication i believe) and also not so hungry. i cant wait to be home and just BE. be back in my world. be back with my friends... well sort of.. and just BE. be where i know im safe.. becuase nothing bad can happen when your daddy's ( Read more... )

If you want to play... \ 1. Leave me a comment saying, "Interview me." 2. I will respond by asking you five questions. I get to pick the questions. 3. You will update your LJ with the answers to the questions and leave the answers as comments on my LJ. 4. You will include this explanation and an offer to interview someone else in the same post. 5. ( Read more... )

so im tired of getting mixed signals. i dont even know what to think anymore. one moment i think i have a chance. one moment i think there is no chance in hell. i wish you would just come out and say what you want me to hear with out putting it in codes. you say your not worried about girls.. but its opbvious to everyone that you are. the moment ( Read more... )

ive come to find my lj as a sort of solice. a way to keep my mind quiet by letting the words and thoughts flow trhough my fingers. an organization of the emotions that i feel inside. i thought it was solitude i thought it was safe, but not anymore. ive always been so careful to not put names in my entried when im being emo and heartfelt and ( Read more... )

if i could talk to you right now, this is what i would say ( Read more... )