In San Diego, helping with Mark's family. I've had a good time today, with Kathy. She's so kind. She told me a bunch of stories about when her kids were first born, and I cooked and cleaned for her. Mark pretty much has boy duty, watching the twins and the baby, while I took care of the little girls. Kathy and Jerry are going out on a date tonight ( Read more... )

Lord, I'm tired. Anyway. In Boston for a couple of days, gonna go visit Mark in San Diego afterwards.

Not much to say. Been thinking quite a lot. I just am not at the point where I thought I'd be at this age. I need to quit thinking, really.

Night, all.

You know, sometimes I really dislike being around people. Like now. I just...am very much enjoying sitting on Kerry's roof and watching the stars. It's kind of nice. I like being alone sometimes ( Read more... )

Boxing Day, and I'm lazy.

Though I got the best Christmas gift ever last night, and he's still asleep beside me. I am one very happy little boy ( Read more... )

Wow. It's snowing in Texas. This is nice.

I'm glad everyone's having a good time. :)

It is very ridiculously stupid how I can hear Mark's voice and, like, instantly smile and be all happy and such. It really is stupid, but I'm still smiling ( Read more... )

Feeling a little better. But extremely tired. I stayed up most of the night reading and cleaning again. My apartment is now spotless.

Nothing to update, really.

Rachael? Ms. Cook? I hope you're feeling better. :) If you ever would like to talk, I'm here. Or if you wanna just get away for a while, I'm always in the mood for good company. :)

Back in the States. I really need to be here with my team for this kind of stuff. Mark's still in Prague, but it's okay. I guess...I'll see him after Christmas? Something like that. I'm not even sure ( Read more... )

i'm so sad that i'm finding it hard to sleep ( Read more... )

god...huddy, no...no, no, no....

oh, god. no. why...we never even figured it would be atlanta. not even in our league. i can't believe this. my mentor is...he's...oh, god.

god.

i know this, like...shouldn't be a big deal or whatever. but. huddy's just...i...

i'm going to miss him so much.

i can't even think right now.