So yeah, I figured I should say something about why I am never hear anymore...except I don't know why I am never here anymore. Perhaps the ADD zeitgeist has gotten hold of my soul as well. I shave moved on to other places on the internet. I have found new ways to express myself. There are people I care about on LJ, but I suppose they all know where ( Read more... )

You are the sun
The gives my adversary
Some phantom semblance of life.

For he is but a void of light,
A negative of reality,
A nothing that is everything.

The blood on my knuckles
Comes straight from my heart
Yet the wall before me stands unmoved.

I think the shadow is laughing.

It seeps out of the car stereo speakers ( Read more... )

If someone stood up in a crowd ( Read more... )

She hides in the downy fortress I built ( Read more... )

When did I get to be such an angry person ( Read more... )

She spins the loaded chamber
Like the rotary of an old telephone
And waits for the Other to answer,
Never realizing the imaginary touches are bullets
Waiting to go off as their excitement builds.

For someday, he will tire of his role,
Remove his harlequin crown,
And hammer will contact cartridge.

The discharge will be louder
Than her cries.

Try though as I might, I shall neither be the Dragon or a knight.

"God, grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, courage to change the things I can, and the wisdom to know the difference ( Read more... )

So today, riding down 95 South with Adriana, I had this moment where I really wished I could stop time ( Read more... )