Chazel...Damn. She's admitted me into her life in ways I never imagined I would be able to handle, and still she reveals more and more to me of her nature, of her Ways...magical and beautiful...It's scary trusting her so much, and scary responsibility to be trusted like this by her...Allia has been showing Me how to use my laptop, brilliant child, ( Read more... )

nearly had to drop chaZel, my god that was horrifying.. She took a comment made to Allia as malicious, when it was really just stupid( my naivete and stupidity are well attested, and a good facility for judging. It means I do not not understand the deceptive intricate lies of men...), and I disoriented the poor girl for a couple of weeks, I had no ( Read more... )

I drivel down into the depths of this hideous hideous world, but now I have the darklight again, for company...things hurt less when that shit kicks in...it's beautiful, speaking of fish speakers, they abound in this season...alll sizes, varieties, so odd, yet so perfectly uncaring and blind, shit , they have so much potential...well, I guess me an ( Read more... )

it seems real, it seems valid...is this the point of function, yesisitgoddamn fukkinis.So to politely conclude this point.....thank you, you fuckin' shitknuckled morons, and bless those fuckin' women, that octopoid network consciousness of theirs seems to have become as the squid, a little (understatement) more vicious, mobile, focussed and lethal ( Read more... )

All changes once more, and only with the memories of ChaZel and Allia..... the weekend was a most bizarre variation on my usual reality, the video presentation s by suicidegirls... Holy Hell, The fuckin" valkyries( surely there is a better name. must research, yogini sound akin....) Bullshit typin' this next to some elerly halfdead cretin slut in ( Read more... )

Jeezus , Chaz.... Jordie was the kick that drove in Mulciber's spur, but not in the way the spur was intended by those shitfuckers.....Back to decrypted ENglish... Jordie, I welcome you if you are ever so inclined to return , i love you dearly and value the time you gave me...god , you're a special little thing,,, You havr friends, so do I.. my ( Read more... )

Shit-oh-dear...it's goddamn begun. Oh dear oh dear... Chaz, you absolute babe, I don't know how the hell you do the things y'did, but it's done...so very "sign in the sky"....Druggernaut, indeed, more like Jagganath, the whell unstoppable that they throw themselves under, willingly and in ectstasis...oooorgh, bring on th' friggin diamond rings, O ( Read more... )

oh, nearly forgot...arepa, omeka, ova. fuck you, i aint gone, so far, and i think i never will, just to really grind them bones to dust and powder. just to really make certain nothing is left, nothing working, anyway...everything iz 2 b broked, he he heeeYa! So loong, so very long ( Read more... )

whatever...just told tracey to fuck off, there's only so much i will take in terms of female bullshit...slightly less trapped now than before, still stuck in this ringpeice reality tho"...bored shitless and in dire need of sex...still, a star, strange young thing called sara(23) wrote italian in my diary and held my hand a few times...so nice, so ( Read more... )

area code 09, number 4450369, mob 021 036 46 76.....heeya! !Silly ol'me...it was all a dream. ha. fuck you