things are going better for me then excepted. i'm so much happier. i feel like i can breathe again. but you know what's fucked up? my friend is trying to get with him behind my back. truthfylly, i don't honestly care. good for him if he likes her, i want to see him happy. and as for her, she could have told me to my face.

i want a new job, any ( Read more... )

thanks to anyone who replied to my last post. i really appreciate it. as a news announcement, i'd like to say we officially broke up. we talked on the phone for 2 hours. he wouldn't let me do it. but i told him i needed to focus on myself for once. he looked extremely depressed today. we talked a couple times. it wasn't a bad break up because we ( Read more... )

this relationship is killing me. it's tormenting me from the inside out. i just can't do it anymore. i made myself sick today thinking about it so much. dealing with this hurts him and all my friends. they've all noticed how rotten and depressed i've been. he's hurting me so extremely bad. the things he does to twist my mind amaze me and make me ( Read more... )

i no longer had black hair.
i have red hair. but it's a different red. the roots are an orange red and my tips are a darker red but my hair dresser made it all blend together and i have orange and red highlights.
after 3.5 hours and 200 dollars, i love it.

i am listening to head automatica. i've finally had time to download the cd. i am in love with this band. i love you daryl. you always make good music.

i've decided to make an ultra cool mix cd. i need some songs.

i am angry. mest came last thursday, but i didn't get to go. it SOLD OUT. so thus, manda had no tickets and wasn't thinking ahead of time. i was so upset. i was in tears. :( i <3 mest so much. i felt like my dreams were like crushed or soemthing haha. i hope they tour again, this poor child needs to see them again soon ( Read more... )

i downloaded walls of jericho and himsa today onto my computer...mmm...i'm really enjoying ( Read more... )

i want to dye my hair. it's been straight black for almost 5 months now. anyone have any ideas?! please?! i was thinking of putting red in it again. but i need suggestions. thanks.
today was a sick day for manda. i laid around sick all day. sore throats do suck cock. but it's okay. i didn't have to go to school OR work. i think i am going to look ( Read more... )

someone *cough*cough*darby*cough*cough just sent me the new saves the day cd, which is suppose to be out the 16th.

it's......very different.

warped -- 2 days.