Wow, I don't know how long its been cause I haven't looked back yet but I know I haven't done this in a while. ALOT has happened. Good things and bad things, and sadly the bad things far outweigh the good. However recent events have caused some changes and things are finally moving in the direction they need to be ( Read more... )

I'M BACK!

today is the day when i ask myself why i don't own a fuckin gun. one bullet is all i need today, end it all right fuckin now. so tired of people the shit i have to go thru. people pissed off at me cause i have my own shit to do. people pissed off that i'm not available at the fuckin drop of a hat. why? seriously, why? whatever, fuck you and ( Read more... )

new schedule now, sleep all day, work then the gym at 3 to 4, lol. sleeping habits have become really bad but have to deal with em. love my kellen tho. watched her sleep last night for a while. so cute at times then so groggy at other times. like she's murdering people in her dream. but cute most of the time. i love you kellen :)

i'm dead tired tonight...just wanted to say one thing before bed...

I LOVE MY KELLEN!!!

update....

arguing with rachel about her going to fsu, lol. listening to kellen study chemistry. finished reading forensic notes. so tired. got my other German flag the other day, just waiting on my phone clip now. ashley came by today and i scanned some of her pics for her. turned 20 last week as well. feel like an old shit. dubbed by a friend "the ( Read more... )

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Throw your dollar bills and leave your thrills all here with me ( Read more... )

hah, kellen thinks i won't be up before 11. i was up at 10am exactly so poop on your little head. anyway, today is thursday, also known as "payday" in my little world. not much but no bills to pay for 2 more weeks therefore making this my grocery money and food money. starving, and no milk. tragic existance in the life of krystyan and richard ( Read more... )