it's okay Johnny Bravo,and the Master of the Universe are gonna save you and the Deftones too ( Read more... )

I am so going out and renting national lamproon's chritmas vacation ....that is my all time favorite holiday movie ...I am so excited for Christmas ahhh!!! I can't wait ...I havn't been this excited about chritmas for a long time ...I am so glad to be spending the holidays with Ricky ...I have never been kissed at midnight on New Years and I know ( Read more... )

I miss your crystal blue eyes that sparkled when you would look at me it made me feel so loved, I miss your big bear hugs, your laugh, your smile, it's been years since those days the days of trips to the park and pointless car rides...if only I could turn back time for a single moment I would give anything. I thank god for the time that I had you ( Read more... )

Yay back at school and another fun filled week of boring teachers and work study to go through before I get to relax in the comforts of my own home ...I was just about to get on the bus and head over to the dinning hall to get some food with my roomie and it hit me all of a sudden that DUH!!! it's sunday and I don't have a wekend meal plan looks ( Read more... )

I love the holidays they give me that warm fuzzy feeling all over and the fact that I get to share them with Ricky this year makes that warm fuzzy feeling even stronger ...today me and Ricky have been together for four months YAY! and I still love him more and more with each passing day ...the romance in this relationship will never die we still ( Read more... )

I feel so useless... so much for my possitive entry me and my mom aren't exactly on eachothers goodside at the moment ...in a way I made a huge mistake by not thinking about college earlier and exploring all of my options ...well god's honest truth I wasn't planning on college I just ended up there ...I only do it to make her happy and so my family ( Read more... )

My past few entries have been on the negitive side so it's time for some upbeat positive action goin on...I still have my kitty Theo my mommy let me keep him as long as I got him fixed and me and Ricky did that so he is here to stay yay!!! he is so pretty ...me and my brother have been getting along excellant and I love it ...he and Ricky also get ( Read more... )

Where the fuck have you been ( Read more... )

I feel sooo shitty ....grrr!!! the past two weeks I have had the worst case of insomnia I just wanna smack my head against the wall untill I pass out ...nothing will put me too sleep I tried music I tried taking a bath I tried playing video games ...I read for christ sakes ...I don't know what my deal is last night I was up untill my mom woke up ( Read more... )

Life is so weird I have never been so happy yet so discontent at the same time if it weren't for Ricky I would have dug my own grave by this point...MONEY SUCKS!!! exspecially when you don't have it...don't get me wrong love is the most inportant thing in the world to have and I definately don't lack that ...but it would be nice to have some sort ( Read more... )