effortless flow when my whole world stands before me
in three words my entire life depicted
sense of selflessness, flush I ache not from pain
drought is no consequence of my senses
inevitable
distance cannot destroy what has been written in the stars
for the heavens stretch on for eternity.

I'm half empty when he's not here .

I noticed this ...When your in love lifes little annoying moments just become a great excuse to sneak a kiss hee hee hee!!! Then they don't seem so annoying ( Read more... )

Man I am thristy as hell I dunno why I don't just get up and go to the kitchen and grab a drink it's only two feet away from where I am sitting ...I had a glass of water like 10 minutes ago and it felt soooo good... you know when your wicked thirsty and you finally drink something and it feels amazing ...yeah so anyhow I have a final in my american ( Read more... )

I have been so thoughtful and emotional the past few days I miss alot of people...I miss my cat Dominic he was my baby kitty kat he has been gone for about 5 months now and I know that he is never coming back and that is such a hard thing to deal with...I also miss my grandfather who passed away 10 years ago I think of him all the time exspecially ( Read more... )

I came home for the weekend and everything feels so weird walking into my room, showering in privacy it's so great ...oh my god when I saw Ricky it was like nothing I have ever felt before I felt like I hadn't seen him in so long it didn't feel real it took me a good hour to realize that it wasn't just a dream ...it felt so good just to hold him ( Read more... )

I cannot wait to get home on friday and see my Ricky I miss him sooo much everything reminds me of him I put on my lotion and the smell reminds me of him ....well tomorrow is tuesday and one day closer to friday so that makes me pretty happy college life isn't bad it's just being away from everyone that's the killer ...well no more of this talk I ( Read more... )

I miss Ricky with a passion !!!! I hope he is thinkin about me

I can't tell whether I love this place or I hate it I think it is a combination of both ...all of my roomates are cool and pretty easy to get along with...I am so tired and wishing I was at home with my Ricky ...everything is so overwhelming it just all hits you at once like a ton a bricks ...I should adjust though hopefully anyways ...It is taking ( Read more... )

So tomorrow is the big day I become a full fledge college student I can only hope to do as well as my big brother Mikey he made the Dean's list he is really smart ...there are times when I would say I wish I didn't have to live here and I want to move but when it comes down to it home really is where the heart is and I will miss living here so much ( Read more... )