I just killed my big toe ouwwy! poopey poop f*ck I went to rip off the part of my toe nail that was coming off and I ripped it to low and now it's bleeding...I had an awesome weekend spending time with Ricky...Saturday we went to that Woodstock fair which was a good time, it wasn't a huge hippy bergaid like I had thought it would be although we did ( Read more... )

I'm in such a goofy mood PAXIL RULES!!! I'm excited because Ricky got work off tomorrow which means that he can come with me tomorrow and share the hippy experiance ...My Mommy came home with all this food for me to take to school and the reality is setting in....I dunno I talked to Sandy tonight and she is having a great time at school and Hilary ( Read more... )

So tomorrow my Mom and her boyfriend are taking me to woodstock fair how crazy is that? I am gonna see some wacked out hippy people it should be interesting and entertaining ...I REALLY REALLY REALLY want Ricky to go but he has to work and he doesn't know if he can get out of it ...yeah it's my last weekend home before I move to school and that's ( Read more... )

Sandy left for school today :( I am gonna miss her like crazy...I really hope that she comes home for Thanksgiving she doesn't know yet if she can I may not see her untill Christmas ...I can't stop crying cause I can't stop thinking about how much I am gonna miss everyone and miss living at home ...I am pissed that I have finally found someone ( Read more... )

tonight was interesting I went to Friday's with some people I went to high school with...we wanted to get together one last time before everyone went there seperate ways to school...the sugar packets there say stupid things on them and one said "If you were a super hero what super hero powers would you have?" and not noticing the waitress behind me ( Read more... )

Yesterday was my family reunion on my german side of the family and my gram shared stories of how people would say hail Hitler as they walked passed her house ...I think that was the most fun I have had at one of those things.. my big brother went this time and me and him had a water gun fight in the pool ...Meg and Ricky came to ...my brother's ( Read more... )

Me and Ricky ordered pizza YUMMY!!! then we went out with Ashley, Sandra and Jeremy to kozy corner ...we're about to go to the 24 hour stop and shop in marlboro to buy a movie and watch it...I love you too babe :)

AAH! I'm hungry there's nothing good to eat in the house...I am making brownies for this family thing that I have to go to tomorrow they have a pool there but I highly doubt that it will be warm enough to swim it may even rain BLUH! Me and my friends Sandy and Hilary went to Joy Asia last night ooohh sooo goood ...and we were hoping to get this ( Read more... )

I am starting to lose my fuckin mind in this house ...my brother and his negative comments ...I don't say shit to that kid anymore yet when I am around he finds some smart ass remark just to piss me off ...he makes me feel like an asshole in front of his girlfriend and his friends I am sure to them that I am just Mike's dumb little sister ...he ( Read more... )

I have the worst headache I think it's caffine withdrawl because I have been drinking so much coke lately and I am trying to stop so I havn't had any today ...I swear that stuff is addicting...I am so bored but I don't want to go to bed ,I will probably just stay up watching mindless T.V. untill Ricky shows up on his break :) I am watching the ( Read more... )