OMG, its been a while since ive been here (just under a year to be exact) so i guess id better update you all in whats going on with me. i quit my pizza job cause of bad pay, and I'm now working at winn-dixie in the meat dept. pay is better than the pizza job, but only by .85 an hour lol. ive been single for a pretty long time, and im enjoying ( Read more... )

Things have returned to some semblance of normality........still trying to figure myself out. Much love to everyone whos helped me.....wouldnt have made it without yall.....<3333 well, gotta get back to watching my baby bro.

I feel like shit.........i did some deep souul-searching with the help of a good friend of mine, and I found out that I was needy......some of you my say OH! HES FINALLY GOT IT!......but it wasnt obvious to me.....this throws off the entire perception of who I think I am. I cried today for the first time since my breakup with Misty.......the end ( Read more... )

about 9:00 this morning, i finally did it. i broke up w vicki. she took it suprisingly well, the breakup was amicable. to think i was worried! i kinda feel like a jackass. lol okay, heres where things start to look up! Im watchin saturday night live, rerun, but i havent seen it yet. its the one with christina aguilera as the host and marron ( Read more... )

I fucking hate breaking up. I was going to today after this luncheon with the prez of the college and board of trustees. She gets up during her turn to speak, and tells everyone how much she loves me and how special i am to her...........oy motherfucking vay........plus her father was there.......not good. I'm gonna end it at 8 am tomorrow, when ( Read more... )

Today was long....thank god its over. I just want to go to bed.............and sleep forever....lol. I know how it goes with me though.....I ll have the best week of my life soon, so I guess ill be okay.

Today is stressful. I am in a relationship I do not want to be in (a recent epiphany), I cant turn in my research paper (huge blow to my grade), and I feel like Im gonna be sick. Hmmm........I guess thats it for now.