wordz r mean'n less when it cumz from an EX who actz like she dun care......

I'LL BE BACK REAL SOON. UPDATE WILL BE WORTH IT, EH

STAY TUNED......

i decided um gunna make this my LAST PUBLIC ENTRY. bout the only peepz LJz i will read r tha onez dat COMMENT on mine. i will prolly keep sum of U on ma friendz list juz fo tha FUQ of it. I will NOT comment on those who DUN comment on mine. juz wanted to make dat clear ( Read more... )

i hate all diz shyt. um on the verge of say n fuq it. um nah feel n sawe fo maself, n i certainly dun want ANYONE to feel bad fo me. i seriously can't take it. um fight n wit maself. been doin it fo awhile. i juz dun know how to stop... how to let go. i sit here in agony an pain. HEARTACHE. um stress n sumthin i dun usually do. but i can't stop ( Read more... )

I HAVE A GOOD GIRL IN MA LIFE, A LIL DIRTY BUT GOOD :o DIRTY IN A GOOD WAY DAT IZ CONGRADULATE ME OR DON'T BUT UM HAPPY....... R U?

2 BE CONTINUED...........

my weekend wuz hectic but daz nut n new. i am delete n sum friendz from here n add n new onez as time go'z by. um sawe if i haven't comment'd on sum of YO journalz but i will soon, take dat. but all diz isn't why um update n. I need sum ADVICE from U femalez out there. HERE'z tha story ( Read more... )

ok um update n again :O second in a day WOWzA. miracle or wha? ye well since um nah gunna update tomorrow i thought i would do it now since i sorta got the time n ummm... i already know wha to say. SUMONE tol me dat ma entry befo diz didn't make sense :| i think daz y i put EH but ye um already feel n SAD fo bout 2 weekz um gunna feel a lil lonely ( Read more... )

itz been 721 dayz so far. i've decided to make ma journal, at timez, public because i want certain peepz to see dat dey didn't ruin wha i had n still have ( Read more... )

today iz THE DAY. the BIGGEST day eva. an i am VERY happy.

hope U didn't foget :|.

itz been real...

itz almost here...

the day of my return...

new changez...

new me?...

the FRIENDz CUT list...

EVERYTHIN HAS CHANGED...

ANY....DAY....NOW.......

as sum of U may know... umma take a trip to NEW YORK ma vacation time iz couple weekz away, i hope. n i decided to go wit ma cuz to the EAST COAST. shez got an ex who moved ova there he said we can lounge at hiz pad when eva we want we can even move in. i thought he wuz joke n but hez got a tyte pad n livez alone. one of ma homegirlz has a life ova ( Read more... )