Well folks i have come to the sad realization that im a serious need of a girlfriend. I dont "need" a girlfriend. This isn't a matter of life and death but, it's something i would seriously enjoy. I haven't had a real girlfriend since over a year ago. Well over a year in fact. Its the sensation of cuddling and know that whenever you go somewhere ( Read more... )

One thing i hate above a lot of other things is; when people post a bulliten or anything of that nature. And in this bulliten they list off things that could only happen in the worst day ever. At the end of this very depressing note they proceed to say "Don't ask I won't tell." Or anything else that comes off with pretty much the same point ( Read more... )

So tonight was offically my last marching band rehearsal. Its good and bad. This year band has been pretty lame but as a whole band is pretty sweet. Confusing No? Yeah, my voice is dead and im really tired but can't sleep. I have so much on my mind. And guess what? Im going to spill it all out on you ( Read more... )

God today was going so well. I was so excited for tonight. Then it all goes to shit. Seriously man she always fucking does this. Says "Oh yea im totally down for something." The next thing you fucking know. "I dont know anymore ( Read more... )

When you build something up and make it something that seems truely amazing then turns out its not what you thought it was. Its still great just not what you thought it was.....

Yeah i hate that too.

Well its been a good while since i updated last. I really only update when im bored or have a point i want to get across. This time i thinks its a little bit of both. Well its mostly out of boredom ( Read more... )

Even everyone around me seems depressed or pissed or ever both I am the happiest I ever been in a long long time. And it feels fucking amazing. Holy Christ i'm happy.

As the title obviously states this blog is really about my outlook on life as I know it ( Read more... )

Shit is about to hit the fan in my life!

You can cut the tension with a knife!

And I really just want to get away from it all.

DUDE!!!!

I'm getting a cat in a couple weeks and i still need to think of a name just cuz i want one before i get it.

I was thinking:

-Sputnik

-Sheakey

-Aphrodite (if its a girl)

Just give me random names. I don't want anything normal.

NO NORMAL NAMES!!!!