I'm beginning to get really fed up with this life.

I really shouldn't keep all the stuff i have kept.
Especially in a neat little 3 ring binder.
And i shouldn't take the time to read it all.
Or look through the pictures.

What can i say.
I'm a sucker for nostalgia

I mean seriously can i be anymore fucking retarded. I completely blew off this semester of college. I did maybe two things of homeworked, failed two of my classes, and barely showed up for either of my bass lesson. And at the beginning of the semester i know it would be easy to pull off straight A's if i just applied myself, but no i'm the dumb ( Read more... )

That past couple weeks, or months i don't really know, I've been thinking about a lot of shit. And its been pretty much all day everyday. Yet, i still don't know what to fucking do. Or even how to put it into words what i'm feeling and shit. Its a terrible feeling man.

Life is starting to get really really gay.
Thats all i have to say.

I mean i can't even have a good fucking time while i'm shrooming balls. All in all the camping trip was a fucking blast man. But the entire time i was there i still couldn't take my mind off of Sara. She's all i think about yet i don't want to date her again cause i know i'm just going to fuck up like i always fucking do. I broke up with her and ( Read more... )

Well here i am again depressed as shit. Yeah like thats anything new. I feel like letting you know that i'm a total fucking loser. And if anyone really wishes to dispute that fact then they are either mentally retarded or have no clue whats really going on in the world. I mean come on i have no job, didn't do to well in my first semester of college ( Read more... )

So since my last entry life has been better than i can imagine. And thats all thanks to my lovely girlfiend Sara. But on the other had she is the same reason i am writing this. Last night we had a conversation about something i really didn't want to know. Plus, a mutual friend that she supposedly doesn't like came over to her house. I'm not some ( Read more... )

But where should we start ( Read more... )

Well for those of you who actually read this i've finally broken down. I've had enough. I also feel like a little bitch because i have spent the last 10 minutes whimpering like a fucking fourth grader. I don't even know why it fucking happened. I explain everything now

Well today i stayed home from school because i really wasn't up for going if i ( Read more... )