homecoming is in about 8 hours and i still dont have my luggage because the fucking airline people lost it...which is my dress and the rest of my wardrobe.

freaking out

er/n

i wish i knew what was going on in my life.

home kinda early.
I am not really sure why.. other than because its too cold to be outside.. and i had no where to go.. besides my bed.
Everything is so confusing.

Tonight was so awkward.. i ( Read more... )

I miss him..

I miss him every second of everyday.

Wondering how things could be at this moment in my life if I was back home.

I hate not knowing

And now.. being here.. i feel like things are more fucked up.
        New people.
        New drama.
        New shit that i wish i could avoid.

er/n

Well i havent written in such a fucking long time. i don't think that I could even try to sit down and update since the last entry.. i could write a whole book...

Well life pretty much sucks here ( Read more... )

you never realize how much you miss until its all gone.. and even if you fight your life to get it all back... its never going to be there and be the same again.
i miss my house
i miss my drive way
i miss the hood(neighbor)
i miss my friends
i miss the parties
i miss the ocean
i miss the sand
i miss driving to starbucks when there is nothing else to ( Read more... )

Life is a mystery...and i dont think im ever gonna solve it ( Read more... )

with all the shit that is going on.. i could probably sit here for hours typing... but im so mad and upset with everything that im gonna just some it up in like 3 words...I HATE LIFE

i find it kinda funny how i went from not updating in like 2 weeks.. to now doing it everyday...

Today i got a new comforter and sheets and drapes for my new room.. they are sooo pretty and comfortable. I love them..and it looks so great with the new furniture. Things look soo much better when they all tie together

So i just talked to a friend ( Read more... )

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