school's been going pretty good. can't really complain. ive got alot of homework for the first week, but ive had time to do it. volleyball is cool. im not the greatest ever but im fine with that ( Read more... )

went school shopping this last weekend and spent like $$250. ugh. but its worth it my clothes are officially the shit. lmao. and i got the coheed and cambria CD ( Read more... )

i'm out on an island. yipee. lol. im listening to Coheed and Cambria. i forgot how much i like this guy's voice. uhm, not much new at all. haha im really sunburned. me and my sis walked like 7 miles to get where we are now.. (her friend sam's house). just updating to.. update. how exciting ( Read more... )

alright.. i was a bitch. i fucked up a few times. happy?
im so fucking sick of this. im sick of crying.
you know what? go listen to "its getting better all the time" by brookes and dun. and thats how i feel.
thank you. bye.

( The Song. )

jesus. i think im okay. really, i do. and then someone has to metion his name.. and i get all weird. like my heart starts to race and i want to cry and scream at the same time. i hate him for what he did. i can't help it. i have never disliked someone so much more in my entire life. i hate how i was such a sucker for him. and i hate how i still cry ( Read more... )

today i found out that sean, the first guy i ever loved, cheated on me while we were dating. i found out from sean himself. I feel.. hurt. and confused. i went to volleyball tryouts after i found out and i was just.. going through the motions. i don't even remember them. all i can remember are the words 'i always cheated on you.'

i always cheated ( Read more... )

tomorrow is my last day working at Sonny's unless for some reason i decide to work part time. today was funny as hell. permanent marker in the face. lmao im going to miss it. then tonight i went and played pool with ricky [robbie's brother-in-law.] uhm and i got my schedule. yipee.
ive gotta run. talk to you later kids ♥

Aright so im home from volleyball camp. It was hell, but i loved it. I hope i make the team, tryouts are on monday. this is the last week ill be working so come and see me @ sonny's. school starts in 2 weeks. yay! lol. uhmm.. not much is new. ill go now. ♥

i don't feel too awesome right now. all i have to say that right now all i want is some coffee, a whole bunch of stars, a sleeping bag, and a best friend.

that is all.

hey guys, and thank you to everyone that helped me accomplish the grand total of 28 comments on my last entry ( Read more... )