Ok so 2 nights ago Brad called me out of the blue. He also emailed me out of the blue. I have not talked to him since Feb 1st. Why do I remember this? Because that was the day of Scott's accident and Brad couldn't be bothered ( Read more... )

You Need Some Orange in Your Life
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I feel like I screwed something up that was really good. Shit. Crap. I don't know how to fix it. I want to call and call until you pick up the phone so I can explain. I think there was a misunderstanding. Maybe there wasn't. Maybe I screwed this upon purpose.

I am confused on what to do next.

When will you admit to me you care? When will you let your guard down? We may be a distance apart, yet you are the closest thing to me. You came when I least expected it. You've made me a part of your life. Yet why do you still leave the guard up ( Read more... )

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So I forgot to mention to everyone her on Lj(I posted it on myspace) I got a job finally. I am completing my 2nd week here at my real job. It is a processing postition for a mortgage company in Lake Forest. Yay to me! Anyway, just wanted to let y'all know.

Toodles!

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Why is it that when you have no money everything seems to come at you all at once? Like the universe knows you are flat broke and wants to fuck with you a little ( Read more... )