"Fuck it, do as you want, time is passing and it’s changing, forget fears and hang-ups, we are small and everything is pretty insignificant on the whole. How will it be? What shall we do? We often worry so much unnecessarily. Skit I Allt, it’s happening now”

what do people see
when they see peter casey
i will never know

after 3 weeks of work i've moved just about everything out of the apartment and re-painted the bedroom. realizing that this isn't even half the work it's going to take to get to providence safe and sound makes me sort of dizzy but i cannot wait to be with melody again. i think i would do anything for her ( Read more... )

"In the absence of willpower the most complete collection of virtues and talents is wholly worthless."


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These last three weeks i've been a prick.
I've seen just how weak i can be
In the face of responsibility
To others and myself.

I have realized that i avoid introspection only when i'm alone.
the root of this dysfunction lies within the very act.

I am afraid of myself.

am i crazy or what?

but i do

i now work as a production assistant in the art department for a production company called cornfield productions. we are filming the new cillian murphy/ellen page feature 'peacock ( Read more... )

saw a man die before my eyes
changed me forever
ghost floated out his ears
came to me and spoke in a lisp

said "the way things are
are the way they should be"

where's my prophecy
where's my prophecy
i'm a tape recorded man
there's not a day with my name on it

well that ghost made a fool out of me
made me into cigarette smoke
and blew me out the

and for me, it's loosening the ends