so i decided its about time to update this thing. not too much has been going on with me.. work and school.. same old ( Read more... )

so i have frostbite. i had to go to the emergency room today. i didn't want to go but my parents kept calling me and bugging me to go and all my friends kept telling me to go.. so i finally went and they said they can't do anything for it. it will go away on its own but it could take like 3 weeks. it hurts like hell ( Read more... )

so i thought i had gotten right with things over the past week.. but i'm feeling really down about things tonight. i don't know. me and adam are just friends now.. i'm glad we can still be friends without things being weird. i'd be lying if i didn't say i wish we weren't just friends, but i can't change the way things are ( Read more... )

i give up. fuck school. fuck boys who mess with your head. why can't i just be heartless and not care for people.
i'm gonna drop out of school and just travel. who's with me?

I'll get home and meet my friends at our favorite bar.
We'll get some lighter heads for our heavy hearts.
And we will share a drink.
Yeah we will share our fears
and they will ( Read more... )

damn i accomplished nothing this weekend.. and this week is the week from hell. well maybe i'm exagerating a little but it's pretty bad. i didn't do much work today. i was soo tired from the past couple days. adam came over for a little while <3. then liz called me up after he left and asked if i wanted to just go out driving with her. so i spent ( Read more... )

best night ever!! <33

terror was so much fun.. that is til it got shut down. all my peoples were there.. haha. fat pat, joe hardcore, maria, tara, paul, leek, and so many more. me, liz, and adam all went together. soo much fun. we got back early due to it being shut down and went out partying. i just got in.. adam walked me home <33. i'm feeling ( Read more... )

last night was soo much fun! drove up to jersey city to see my boys in The Shape (from TN). i didn't get back til like 4am.. haha. i'm bummed they couldn't come back to NB. steve was suppose to come back and make out with me <3 haha.. he kept hitting on me all night. i <3 that boy. he is so effing adorable ( Read more... )

Last car ride: half an hour ago.. dropping erica off ( Read more... )

i had a great night. nothing special.. spent time with someone.. that's it, no details. sorry.

i haven't felt like this in a long time. i feel really happy.

xoxo

i got a job! Emack & Bolio's Gourmet Coffee and Ice Cream in North Brunswick. start next week. about effing time.