i hate mondays.. having classes spread out all day from 11:30am to 9pm sucks. the rest of my week is always better. at least i get the worst day out of the way first.

so i still haven't found a job. i have an interview tomorrow at a gourmet coffee and ice cream place. wish me luck!

i went home this weekend. jesse was down. maria and kayla didn't ( Read more... )

had my first night class tonight. wasn't too bad. i feel like shit though. my head hurts and i'm tired. i should really go to bed ( Read more... )

had an interview today at the highland park public library. hope i get it. $8.50 an hour.. not bad. lots of competition though. i need money bad. i think i might have to go home this weekend to work at wonderland ( Read more... )

i can't sleep.

i can see the train station from my bedroom window, and for the past hour i have layed my head against that window and watched the trains come and go. it is somewhat soothing, but at the same time.. watching all those people come and go.. i myself have never felt more alone.

i don't know what is wrong with me.. what has been wrong ( Read more... )

eff this! i have the worse luck ever!
on top of everything i have a fever. :(

xoxo

first day of classes. booo! it sucked, very uneventful.

partying like crazy this weekend with the girls. yay!

erica came over tonight to see my apartment. it was nice talking to her cause we're both feeling kinda unhappy and we could kinda just spill our problems to each other. we need to go to denny's for apple pie erica! haha

xoxo

so classes start tomorrow.. and i'm the only one still up. i guess i should be sleeping but i have a lot of things on my mind that have been keeping me up. i just haven't been happy lately and i don't know why. i just feel empty. went out last night with liz. we had a lot of fun and it took my mind off things. but then i got in at 3:30 and just sat ( Read more... )

so i leave for new brunswick in about 9 hours and my mind is honestly a mess. i really don't feel at home anywhere anymore. i feel like i'm looking for something that doesn't exhist.. i don't even know what i'm looking for anymore.. i just know i haven't found it. don't get me wrong, i'm excited to go back. but we had awards night at wonderland ( Read more... )

i got a new car!! it's a sweet '98 corolla with stick shift and a sunroof.. so cute! that has taken a lot of pressure off me. only 2 weeks of summer left! my last summer on the jersey shore! it's starting to sink in and i can honestly say that it really feels weird. this week has kind of been an eye opener for me.. i've had a lot of things on my ( Read more... )