& even though i really loved you
i'm gonna smile coz i deserve to

it'll all get better in time.

that feeling of impending doom?

i got that right now.
idk what it is.

le sigh

coincidentally the love is for wed april 30th

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i go through random phases where i feel alright and then little random things make me feel really hurt- seemingly with no apparent reason.

its just as confusing for you as it is for me, trust.
to the point where i just want to hug you & cry.

theres something beautiful in the discovery that you're not as cold as everyone takes you to be.

im a big big again. cool. u type too loud onofre.

i just want to be all alone when you think i treat you wrong.
dont take it personal.

my heart feels heavy.

i feel like i suck at 80% of the things i put my heart into.

april 9 2008

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this came in the mail for me with a note that said:
happy early birthday
love, momy & dady

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