this is my 'want it' list
1. to feel like that again
2. to see the people i miss the most
3. for my closest friends to write me a letter COUGH COUGH WiNK WiNK
4. one of these

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...and its that they're rich ( Read more... )

...i've been a mess. to sum it all up.

its my spring break and its too short. i can tell you that already.

finals week & winter quarter kicked me in the ass. seriously. sad...

however, i did get a visit with my durrling kim.
it felt good talking to someone who knows you.

i may be in need of another visiting.

thank you for everything. really.

now we are older & things disappeared somewhow
& i was thinking that maybe we'd stand a better chance if we met today
you should know that i'm thinking about what you said when u held my hand.

oh, i adore you.
<3 your best

i met the most charismatic group of guys (besides the bigs of course)

articulate & witty
the kind that initiate introductions and end them with 'its my pleasure to meet you'
and apologize for not being quick enough to open the door.
truly a breath of fresh air

1. What were you doing at 3:02 am this morning ( Read more... )

i'm hating everything right now.

i hate the environment i'm in
and i hate things that are and are not going on.

im tired of giving.
tired tired tired.

...you could be
& that scares me like no other.

LIKE NO OTHER i tell you!

on another note- i never hated school until i came to riverside. *sigh*
anxiety at its worst

& i still have mixed feelings about this time of the year.

someone once told me
its kinda sad coz you never forget & never stay with your first
im a believer too