I've stayed up past the breaking point. There is tire, tire, exhaustion, urge! Then - clarity, inspiration, stillness. The latter! Your beauty terrifies as every unknown haunts humanity. In this still nighttime I can feel my every movement displacing the surrounding elements. I am soluble. You are duplicitous in your hospitality ( Read more... )

[ "I shall be telling this with a sigh" : ]
I always choose the hard road.

All I need to do is just hang in here for eight more days and then I can start LIVING again! I miss LIFE! I've been consumed with school work for the past week and there is another week to go, but then, ICELAND! Hopefully the fucking Swine flu doesn't cancel any flights, pandemic level 5 as of yesterday ( Read more... )

1. rush to school to print term paper ( Read more... )

right now I'm watching the history channel on my DVR.. the only thing on my DVR... and anyway the weather is nice. the sunlight is coming in so sweetly and this couch is so snuggly and Stanley is sprawled out her poor hot fur covered body on the floor. she's so cute. the breeze is absolutely perfectly mild.

anyway, hashima island is fucking

I just found the most beautiful discovery is a single perfectly crisp and ripe and juicy red apple amid an otherwise empty and unappealing, disappointingly bare refrigerator. It was like a diamond in the goddamn rough I tell you it was actually omitting a glittering aura of golden sheen like it had been touched by the hand of Christ Himself... Oh ( Read more... )

i'm going to iceland in 27 days... booked as of yesterday!

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I feel like I am in a constant state of desperation trying to get people to understand me. Am I really that bad at communicating? I feel like no matter how pedantic and thoughtful I am in trying to express my thoughts and feelings there is always some misunderstanding. I choose my words so carefully, I think things through, I really do! But ( Read more... )

I like when I see strangers doing weird shit in public that I would probably do too. Today when I was driving at 8:30 in the morning I saw a crossing guard doing jumping jacks on the corner, I guess to keep warm. Most people would probably be too embarrassed to do this but she wasn't and I thought it was awesome. It made me happy.