Sometimes I can't believe the things I have done in my life. Just a 22 year old life. I have already experienced the extreme of every emotion a person could possibly feel. Sometimes I feel like I'm feeling them all at once, the entire spectrum in all of its gradient intensity. It's vicious.

LiveJournal is really weird. I feel like I'm super embarrassed that I still come on here occasionally. I mean, if someone asked I would say no.

1. If you use it, you wash it ( Read more... )

I just woke up from a nap having a threesome sex dream. In the dream I was fingering this girl and got weirded out because her vagina didn't feel like mine and I had some weird dream epiphany that no two vaginas are the same.

I made a Tumblr: http://www.stocassticity.tumblr.com. It's to keep track of all the links I want to keep track of: articles, photos, stories, etc. If you use tumblr feel free to follow me on there or whatever I have no friends on it.

I love the steady low hiss of a record playing
like a bicycle tire slowly going falt
or a faucet a few rooms away
It reminds me of my grandparents' house
and dancing the Polka.

My birthday is today. I am twenty-one years old. I don't feel very special or particularly excited about it, though I am trying to get into character. Twenty-one! Wooo!!!

I'm home. Meaning, I'm back in New Jersey and no longer in Iceland. Isn't coming home from vacation supposed to make a person feel refreshed? I feel so miserable to be back here. Iceland was indescribably fantastic. Absolutely amazing! I will post pictures and write more about this later at some point. I have to shower now, and finish ( Read more... )

I just got a check in the mail for $600 from the government! I was just shopping for adventure equipment and stressing, too. So it came right in time reduce some of the financial anxiety that comes with this trip to Iceland. (This time Tuesday I will be in the airport... weird ( Read more... )

i'm typing like 3487234 words a minute because i drank all this coffee to stay up to study all night and i am SUPER worried that i'm going to crash the second i sit down to take my exams tomorrow. yikes.