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why is it that white boys are such dim witted losers? excluding all the guys that I happen to be friends with because I do not like to be friends with dim witted losers. I was just checking out the guys on MySpace and all of them are trying really hard to be black and stuff. You don't see alot of black guys trying that hard to be all emo and punk. ( Read more... )

um ok I though I should share this. But they are about to make it legal for telemarketers to call your cell phone. You can go to www.donotcall.gov and register your cell number to be on the do not call list until 2010. just keep the email conformation because if they do call I think you can threaten to sue hem becasue yo will have proof that you ( Read more... )

Well yesterday I got to babysit the kids. Monday the oldest two had been really sick so I took Jake home with me because we were hoping that he wouldn't get it. Well yesterday he got it. I felt so bad for him because other than when he was a baby and he did like babies do and spit up, he has never thrown up before. So I felt really bad when I had ( Read more... )

Father, hear my prayer ( Read more... )

everything is ok. so we are best friends now. thats ok right? im not sad. i still get hugs and kisses. although we kicked the crap out of each other and i have a knot on my leg. things got out of hand but worked themselves out. i love him. i love him no matter what anybody tells me. so screw you!!!!! yes i know ive said somethings. i was mad. do ( Read more... )

ive come to the conclusion that he's not coming back. theres no more effort. i know that he still does care, but to what extent? now he wont talk to me. i disappointed myself this morning because i woke up again. someone please come and take me out so i dont think about him anymore. i dont like this.

bah humbug

it ok i think. now anyway. i found out that he hurts over this too. im not crying anymore and hopefully this can be fixed. God willing ( Read more... )

im going to church tonight. im going to see him. i need his embrace. today has been a ruff day.