I really want this....
solar charger

fuck.  fuck.  fuck.
i dont want to do this.
it all is a terrible mistake.
i feel it inside.

I am so bored.  My parents left so I am here alone.  I can't leave because my car is at BB&T because it started making the scariest  noise I have ever heard a car make.  Nicholas had to drive me home.  And the only book I own that is not currently in South Carolina is in the back seat of that damn car.  Why couldnt the car live for just one more

Ach.  The furniture and everything is gone and in Charleston.  We had to leave quite a bit behind.  I guess it is not that big of a deal ( Read more... )

My grandmother died today. 

The hospital is saying that my grandmother will probably not make it through the night.  And I don't really know how I feel about this.  That probably sounds awful.  When I was younger I was really close to her.  We spent a lot of time together.  She has always been rather eccentric but as the years past she became so drunk and stoned that you ( Read more... )

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Tomorrow I am going to Chicago with James' parents for his graduation.  I am so not looking forward to a long drive with a baby.  Hopefully it won't be too bad.  It will be good to see James again.  I am sure he will be happy to see Eva.