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I think I'm going to update my lj...AGAIN. amazing. Sooo...life. I love summer..it's so great. it has started off so busy though! It's ca-razy....let's see...this weekend I saw my cousin graduate. (friday) I'm not sure if maybe I was just in that sort of mood or whatever, but I cried....multiple times. I'm a freak, we know this...moving on ( Read more... )

how weird. an update on livejournal by amanda? yeah...I know.

haha...nobody reads this anyways... SO I GUESS that's all.

great update, amanda!

I'll sing it one last time for you ( Read more... )

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It's valentine's day. I hate valentine's day...but it's just the point that it's valentine's day and he's with her. He's been with her like every day for the past week and a half. Am I just not good enough? Not confident enough as he says? Too indecisive? hmm..I really want him to at least respond to me. I don't care if it's "leave me alone." I ( Read more... )

ok so, I think I regret sending those text messages to john. Not because it wasn't what I was feeling but because it was...very impulsive...and this is not what I wanted to gain from it. Yeah, I didn't gain anything. I really hope he doesn't like hate me. and as naive as it may sound, I hope he somehow can see past the bitch I am to want to go out ( Read more... )

Ok, so I haven't written in a long time. Justin told me to write last night and I didn't...I suck at life. Oh well..I'm writing now...so here we go ( Read more... )

Damien Rice - VolcanoDon't hold yourself like that ( Read more... )

John: a very interesting young man

indeed.

me