Umm.....you are probably wondering about the title ya it is from MadLibs with Jana and Chewy from last weekend! Today was pretty boring but I drew my first awesome chibi drawing! I then shaded it and colored it and ya it looks hot now! The drawing is a chibi headshot of my avatar from a forums site I use, yes I am aware I am a dork. I sat around ( Read more... )

I actually managed to have one good weekend it is a miracle! I made out with a girl and that was pretty sick. I then sat at my computer for a while then Jana came we went over her house and watched Donny Darko with me her and Chewy! Then we drove around for a while blasting music at like 12:00 am just to be jackasses it was magical! Then the next ( Read more... )

I have figured out why I have been so depressed! WOOHOO! I have been denying the fact that kissing guys and being with guys just feels wrong to me and I have been ignoring that feeling and trying to make it go away by dating other guys. I have been with a girl before and it felt natural which kind of scared me so I ignored that feeling as well ( Read more... )

I dunno I just feel numb. Numb to feeling numb to being loved numb to the world. I just feel like maybe life would be better if I died instead of my father so much less pain.....please if you post any replies to this do not post for pity because I am not posting this for pity I am posting my feelings and not sure if I will ever feel any different

Bleh I wrote a poem about my dad... I was kinda depressed so I thought about my dad and I wrote this poem ( Read more... )

Heh well last night was......odd? Josh called along with Jana and I got 21 questionified after that I learned that Josh's dog was trying to fuck Dave. Then I heard "Throw a blanket over him!" honestly if that dog is determined what would a blanket really do other than make it look like either a blanket or a ghost was trying to fuck him? And then ( Read more... )

Your ogaloo is MINE Billy! You shall never get it back! Ever if you throw a million paper ninja stars at me or attempt to grasp it out of my hands! My family is being................strange. My sister is nice too me and is all hyper all the time and Chibi has been sleeping over alot but I am ok with that because she ish teh uber sexorz! My mom has ( Read more... )

Ok I have three words for all you people Shwat the Hell? Let me elaberate many many people are mad at me for reason that I don't think they should be mad at me about so I am completely lost in translation! The only people that are not mad at me are Billy and Ryan and Jana xD! Ok Josh is mad at me because he likes me and I am going out with Ryan, ( Read more... )

I live! MUAHAHAHA! I am now going out with Ryan -whee- he is my six pack dorky gauged ears 18 year olds spookface! I love him lots! Yes Jana I know you want to fondle Fonzie so please leave me alone about that xD! But yesterday was alot of fun! Today I have really nothing to do other than getting new plugs for my ears. Kris is being a dork but we ( Read more... )

I am in a really good mood today for some odd reason! I talked to Ryan on the phone for around an hour and talked on the phone with Zack for a around 2 hours then my friend Jess called who has not called in over 3 months to tell me she is pregnant! She can barely take care of her self so taking care of a kid just seems way too much for her to ( Read more... )