I hate Parker but I don't know why. All I do is walk around in circles all day all alone. It is really kinda of depressing if you think about it too much so I try not to. I dunno why I am not social and talk to people I guess I am scared to be hurt. I don't understand why I walk in circles maybe to run away from the past. I keep thinking about it ( Read more... )

Meh that is what I said to one of my old friends since they started to let someone else take over their personality when they are an awesome person being themselves. I really don't know what to do about it and am not sure if I should tolerate them being controlled with strings like a fucking puppet or to just leave them and never speak to them ( Read more... )

Mmmk I found out how much of a fucking confusing person I am today. I found out that I never liked Zack I forced myself to like him because I did not want to be alone. Odd eh? Well I guess it is because I have a fear of being alone and stuff since alot of my family has died and bad shibit. I am happy I do not like him honestly since no offense he ( Read more... )

I really don't know what to do I like someone but I don't know how to tell them. I don't know wether they like me or not. I don't know what to do about liking the person or how I should feel. I really like this person I am not sure if they know or if they like me too. I wish I could figure out how to tell him. I want to tell them in person but it ( Read more... )

I have been up all night revising my muralness and I feel it is still shitty. Other than that I am doing ok or atleast trying to. I am doing good in school and we get out next thursday. I getting kinda wore down but then I have Christine screaming at me for something she does even know the other fucking side of or really anything about it but has ( Read more... )

Ello ello Laura is on a nice long weekend -giddyness-! I get to laze around and on Monday Sarah might come over -jumps for joy-! Nothing new has really happened other than having to go to Mount wachusett with Dr Phil and Misses Obvious (My mother's sleezeball bf and my mom) and got to listen to corny jokes till I was ready to slit my throat with ( Read more... )

well, today i was out on the street askin for pocket change, and a nice old man with white hair drooped a coin in my pants and said "keep it up hun, mmmm k?" and i nodded and gave him a strange look as i walked away. one i got the coin out of my pants, it got lost somehow!, i walked to the corner and waited for me madre. was fun. then i carved "luv ( Read more... )

I just told this girl Sarah I like her and it was really hard to do. I like her because she has a sick personality and is wicked nice and is looking for the same thing I am and is alot like me and I think she would understand me. She is just really what I have always wanted in a girl and I met her and was like.....whoa! But ya she is also really ( Read more... )

I am very tired bbut I have MY SEXY IN A CAN! My sexy in a can (Axe Essence) makes me happy but I am going to go pass out on the couch now because I have been up all night drawing toodles!

I am bleh today have been all day. I am tired and feel blehy. Jana is trying to cheer me up it is kinda working I am happy but I just am having a blah day. Maybe I will feel better anyways bye!