Sigh...I need a trip to carbondale. For some reason, thats where my head always seems to be. Soon, very soon.

It seems to me that people look way too much into other peoples meanings, thoughts, and words. It's like most people just assume others think the worst of them, or that other people out there are just trying to screw people over.I have yet to see this be the case. Most of the problems I see people have either come from a misunderstanding, an honest ( Read more... )

Hmmm...I wish I could get aholdof someoneto hang with.im bored outta my mind.

Things are so bittersweet right now, i can't find my muse. There's so many things I want to write about, but oddly, i dont feel the need to. my new ability to communicate the way I feel with those around me has left my writing days in the dust. I wish this wasnt the case ( Read more... )

When are you gonna realize that we are meant to be. Has our time away left you longing for me the way I long for you. I cant lie...Ive met other girls...been with other girls...in fact lately, I have had a rash of beautiful single women really interested in me. And as much as Id like to be interested in them...im just not. They dont make me feel ( Read more... )

Cat and Mouse

In this play of cat and mouse ( Read more... )

Of course it's raining. It's always fucking raining. I miss the sunshine. All ive been able to do is sit back and remember the better days. I have nothing to look forward to. Nothing to enjoy now. Fuck ( Read more... )

It gets so hard to breathe sometimes. You had a hard day, and it only seems to get worse. Just when you think things are going your way, you take a deep breath of toxic air, and your throat closes up. Not letting oxygen in...and refusing to expel the screams that build up in the bottom of your belly, forcing them to wrap around your heart and ( Read more... )

For some reason I want nothing more than to be near her right now...

I know she slumbers, though. I'll make it through this lonely hour. She needs the sleep. Her night was probably worse than mine...

Lately, Ive been running into a lot of people I went to high school with. It appears this is the year I would have graduated, had I stayed in college ( Read more... )