Today I saw the beautiful 90 yr old lady, Ana Maria...for the last time...if it is the last 'earthly' time that is ( Read more... )

It rained yesterday. It had been so hot the past week, and all of a sudden, at the moment and place where the heat was needed (the beach) it started raining ( Read more... )

In 7 days I see my fam again ( Read more... )

This was my last weekend home alone in Torino...and although there were ups and downs, I went through it fine...cause I am just quite anxious to see my family...10 more days ( Read more... )

This morning I wake up to Speranza calling me, "Che cosa e questo qua nel la scala?" "What is this on the steps?" I woke up and went to see...the steps that go from the hall to my bedroom were stained with some oily streaks ( Read more... )

So i was talking to my brother right? after speaking to my parents for a while, which i hadn't spoken to for over 2 weeks ( Read more... )

On Monday: I definetely woke up to face the reality of things but with a peace in my heart. In the afternoon I was able to speak to my sister which I hadn't for over a month ( Read more... )

ohhhhh....these past three days. i will write about what happened since monday, but right this second i am extremely tired. went to bed late because i went to florence, then woke up early to catch a train home, and just got back from taking speranza home, ...took a shower, ate and off to take a two hour nap.

I am sad, mad, frustrated, anxious, stressed, lonely, i don't have the strength to stand what is going on in my head and the pain i am feeling deep inside ( Read more... )

I don't think there has ever been a time in my life (at least within four months) where I have read as much as I have since I got here ( Read more... )