I wonder if you can ever understand how much I love you ( Read more... )

I have no passion left to write, I sit and wait, and sit and then wait until I am alone to write ( Read more... )

you know those failure to live babies.. I was one of them and urg. stupid depression

true words are the hardest to speak, I am back in that slump and I just have to write it out. You know when you hide all the time and it just wears you down. You want to give in and just let it all out but when you run into a person the next day you sink back. I don't even know what I am really hiding. I think its that I just feel so forgotten ( Read more... )

urg, i hate.. my mood destroys everything,
in all seen ways, the bridge is right in front of me to jump off of.. but i won't think like that..
positive moments... um.. maybe next time. gotta go.

well, just as i thought it could get better ( Read more... )

if there is a god, who should ever question that ( Read more... )

with every passing day, your face i can't erase, to wonder where it all went ( Read more... )

its really sad that things have to change. why do i tremble at the microscopic smell of change? drop down dark into the very hurt that grasp me at the lonely hour of now. i'm holding on to that feeling so that i can now go draw. and let it flow..thick upon the canvas.

nothing really really new to say, just that today was busy and the rest of the week will be busy and the rest of the school year will be busy. but it has to end sometime. anywho this weeks planner:
sat-work 8-3
sun-work 8-3
mon-school, work 5-10
tue-school, eye place,
wed-school, off
thurs.-school, hallmark at work 5-8
fri.-school off.