ugh, what the hell have i done to myself.... i keep hallucinating things and people. it is really starting to scare me. I keep on looking at this fucking dialouge box will have a completely differnt sentance than i am trying to type. This pile of laundry keeps giving me this dirty ass glare like he is about to clipert me ( Read more... )

so it's 3 in the morning on a monday, and i am sitting up finishing cleaning, and awaiting the school day. i wont even bother trying to fall asleep, the second wind has already kicked in and such, i just know i will not be happy come wednesday or thursday... not only will i be unhappy, i will be tired....

Last night was random as fuck, but it was highly worth what I spent on it. I got to see maggie, while intoxicated... i kinda hate how that's becoming a trend, I wanna just hang out with the girl. I can be witty and smart, however, when I am intoxicated my brain turns to mush... And I just follow helplessly hoping to think of somthing that will get ( Read more... )

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oh, and everyone get a freeging myspace if you dont have one already ( Read more... )

last night was chill... it was the sleep all day and then poker night... i got really pissed though because alot of my friends.... have differences with this one friend of mine... who i have no issues with. but yet he is a danger to all this and it's a big crock of bullshit. if you dont fucking like somone you dont send somone else to tell him, you ( Read more... )

i spent the night kicking it with a very good friend on thursday. there was a big crazy party going down and everyone was in various states of fucked up-ness. all i know is that me and her clicked, and it was one of the best feelings ever.... it's really dope to get a connection like that to somone you truely care about. it's like extending your ( Read more... )

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so anyways, i got fruity loops to work and i am getting a bunch of dope vinyl soon

so i am finally updating to say i died my hair purple. i still dont know what it looks like cause i am doing it as i am writing this. however i think it will look juuuuuuussssttt peachy. any ways, i am still wondering if hil is ever going to make it to cali ::HINT HINT WINK WINK call me punk!!!:: i am gonna try to write more often now. i havent ( Read more... )

so, i was up all night. josh left at 4:30 in the morning to go meet up with this guy, said he would call me at around ten for sure, its 11:40... i cant get ahold of derek, it's friday and i am bored and this is just not kewl....