so no regrets right? ok ya i can do that i can i swear i think i can at least ya i can do that no matter what it is my senior year. i have been saying that i want to start living my life well its happening right now, start living it dammit ( Read more... )

so i have not been on this thing in a very very long time. but i guess it is a good enough time as ever to start. i mean i have plenty of shit to rant about. my life seems to go on these insane highs and lows. one second i feel like i have everything in order and i am happy then things just start spirally out of control. its ok. it seems as if i am ( Read more... )

i am freaking out about tonight!!! i cant consentrate in class and all i can think about is what if i fuck everything up. but i wont!! i cant!! i think i would be more scared about what amy and brent would say not to mention everyone else would say if i fucked up. soo i wont!! i will be great!! hopefully... AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHH ( Read more... )

ok so i am sitting here on my floor, at 11:09 pm and i am too bored to go to bed to tired to do something constructive like clean my room or study for my exams, and too lazy to well do anything. this is sad i should go to bed or do something but i problely wont, i will sit here for a while and slowly gain the energy to make it to my bed and fall

so i am writing this because i havent written in here in a while, well i know..well i dont know well i dont know what i was going to say. anyways here is a thing from mayah. uuuuuuuuuuuuuuum im done ok have a nice day!!!

so basicaly i am sick of livejournal because every time i go on here i am ranting about something that i am mad at. this is for a special person FUCK YOU SOMETIMES!!!!! even though i love you sometimes stop being a bitch!

so i havent written in this for a while, it kinda seems wierd reading over my past words. anyways, i just wanted to make a post
bye

sitting and remembering and hearing the summer memories in my head. i was your shadow and you were mine. you were my rock and i was yours. i was your laughter and you were mine. i could just sit and listen to you talk for hours and never get bored hearing your ideas of love, life, and all the world, i would never get tired of your voice. i would ( Read more... )

i am kinda sick of always being the best friend and always being called the nice one. for once in my fine and fucking not dandy life i would like someone to see that i have feelings and that i can be more then a friend to someone sometime if someone wanted to actually see past the whole " i will always be there for you, sure we can be just friends ( Read more... )

so i realized something last night. its funny cause i think that i knew about it for a while but it took me and some help to realize and actaully say it! its funny when you know something but its soo hard to say it and then when you do you feel soo releaved! so basiclly im glad that only certain people have live journal because there would be some ( Read more... )