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At What Point is it enough?
At what point to you stop being nice to people and just say fuck it? At what point do you stop making so much effort to maintain a fragile peace with someone only to have it thrown in your face. Only to have them say some flippant remark or veiled attack on you? At what point do you realize that there will never be one iota of kindness from them, ( Read more... ) -
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There's nothing more heartbreaking than realizing that you have no talents, skills or qualifications for the job you hoped for. Even worse is realizing that you have no skills or talents at all.
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Still trying to be the bigger person....
I've tried so hard to be nice to you, gone out of my way to be a pleasant human being to you, walked on eggshells around you so you wouldn't have any reason to dislike or loathe me. And yet, you somehow have found one because you still are sour towards me, chilly ( Read more... ) -
Sticks and Stones...but words will always hurt.
So I've put some thought to it and I feel like the best way to express this is to write it, not post it in a hurt-fueled status update on facebook attacking the person who said it first, I did after all pose the question.
I've had a longstanding Honesty Box on Facebook. The question was "What Bothers you about me?" I asked it because I genuinely ( Read more... ) -
Truths of love and all that other crap, according to Rin
So apparently I've been writing alot, first on anger now on a different topic. Truths about love, relationships and that tricky quasi-romance thing, truths to me anyways. You don't have to like them, or even agree with him, hell, you don't have to read them but I need to write them.
1. You're not the only one that's been hurt.
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Being the Bigger Person
For a long time this has bothered me. Really bothered me. If being the bigger person gets you ahead then why haven't I seen any improvement? Right, I know, I can't control everyone but it's exhausting being so nice to someone who treats you like an enemy, who's always defensive against you, always competitive, when you're not trying to compete ( Read more... ) -
I'm not amused.
Ok So what gives someone the right to post bitchy, offensive comments on people's facebook pages and photos? Seriously. I did nothing to you, why the hell are you being so passive-aggressive and rude towards me? It's childish and you have no grounds, I don't know why you feel so threatened by me but I harbor no ill-will towards you.
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I feel like giving up. I just feel worthless and hopeless at this point in my life. I'm at that point where I just don't care which is an awful place to be when you're in college in a major like mine. College...that's another thing that's really just bumming me out. I mean, this is where you are supposed to find yourself, and figure out what you ( Read more... ) -
My college plan according to my Mother
I'm not really looking for pity on this I just need to rant.
So my mother freaked out when I told her that I wanted to transfer to MCTC and get an associates. She said it wasn't a real degree that all it would get me was a department store job. Awesome right??!? Not really. So here are my mother's suggestions:
1. Stay at Stout and tough it out: She ( Read more... ) -
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Merry X-mas!