Comments | riona_kenshin: i failed

riona_kenshin

i failed

Aug 11, 2005 15:46

You make it rain; a rain of blood. it is now true i will never be able to make up for my mistakes. sry

Comments 6

anonymous August 17 2005, 15:38:05 UTC

for some reason i feel like you're talking about me. its not that you had any mistakes to make up for. but when someone you care about so much just up and leaves you and completely ignores you and all the attempts you make to try to talk to them for six freakin months, you have to find other people to talk to. im sorry mikey, cause i really do care about you. i just dont think i care about you like i did before. and it hurts me to tell you this, because everything we had before was so amazing. but there are just things that cant be righted. and i think that those six months have changed me forever. im really sorry

riona_kenshin August 17 2005, 18:31:24 UTC

you know it would be alot easier if you would of taken the time of answering my simple question about u and pelka, but instead i have to find out by the way you are acting why u are drunk, but o well see ya around. i am always here.
who ever i am to you!!

inspiredbymvc04 August 17 2005, 20:43:11 UTC

i dont know what to tell you, except that i wish you really knew what happened.

riona_kenshin August 20 2005, 09:34:34 UTC

so why don't you tell me what really happened?

inspiredbymvc04 August 19 2005, 10:18:49 UTC

i wasnt drunk that night. i just knew that i would never be able to get pelka away to TALK without doing something. he's very uncomfortable around you when im there, because he knows how much you care about me mike. but he also knows that he cares about me like you do. and he's told me. i needed to talk to him that night, so thats why i acted the way i did, so he would humor me, and follow me. thats all we were doing. and im sorry that you feel the way you do mike, i really am sorry. but the past seven months have made me a different person, and the person i am now, is who im going to remain. maybe things will eventually pan out for you and i in the future. i dont know. all i can say is that im sorry all of this happened this way, and if you chose to be mad at me, and to go another six months without a word to me, than thats fine, because im a stronger person now, and i know i can make it through without anyone's help. i dont need to rely on others anymore. im my own person, and im loved for it. im sorry.

riona_kenshin August 20 2005, 10:02:18 UTC

I never said i was mad, or that i was going to stop talking to you. i am just frustrated. i felt that i went out on a lim and got nothing in return not even the curtisy of u telling me to back off. and i am really sry about the past i can't change what has happened, but i was trying to make up for it and make things better, i am not sure if i have accomplished that or not and you are the only one who can tell me. i am happy for you that things might start back up with pelka, but i just want you to know howi feel about you has never changed and i do not know how to show you that for you to believe it.
Love you Mikey!!