i'm gonna make every entry private from now on. 
i might leave little updates here n there. 
but...details...they're gonna be all mine. 

last night i went to kyles 
hung out with his friend gerry 
n got to meet the infamous meaghan 
she's pretty tight =D 
hella nice too 
then of course we had our alone time 
which is nice 
we talked alot 
i opened up to him 
it was much easier than i was anticipating 
quite comfortable actually =D 
he's amazing 
i cried while laying on his bed 
i don't think he ( Read more... )

just got home from my aunts birthday shindig
i actually had a good time
most of that tho was b/c my cousin alex
is hella easy to talk to rofl
we talked about lotsa things rofl
he's kewl
i think i've decided what college to go to for dentistry rofl
my cousin andrew was sayin how SIUE has a good dental program
so i decided i should prolly go there
i' ( Read more... )

so i'm pretty sure its definitely safe to say that
they are holding him against me 
they left me out again today 
sooo many times this has happend lately 
i'm really starting to get sick of it 
but i mean i guess it doesn't matter really 
i have other friends 
i just hate calling someone my bestfriend 
n have us "bestfriends" part ways 
kinda pisses me off 
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friday was fun for a while 
i realized that lauren and isadora 
are gonna hold the fact that i'm with 
kyle against me 
i'm gonna accept it even tho they have no right 
i'll just keep my mouth shut on this one 
maybe it'll fix itself 
anyway...
it was homecoming 
heres some pics:

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i have a boyfriend 
i have a boyfriend 
i have a boyfriend

i went to his house today 
we hungout for a while 
i went right after skool 
so like 3ish til like 8:30ish 
had a really good time 
met some of his friends 
like 6 of em 
they're all really nice 
n pretty kewl 
one of em even asked 
if i wanted to go smoke 
bud with her real quick 
i declined b/c idk 
idk ( Read more... )

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----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: Miss Christ [OfficiAlly AddicTed]
Date: Nov 1, 2006 6:49 PM

no its not that don't trust you
i just don't trust you completely
i'm sure i'll get that back
we always end up ok in the end
i haven't "moved on" to anything,
ur still my bestie no matter what

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said to me after we hungout that night
he typed it to me

ur prob. off drifting away in a field of dreams.. but just saying how much fun tonight was, and beleive it or not im proud u set standards for us... i dont know why i like it but... when a girl says no it shows a lot of independence which is exactly what I need a girl to have... but other than ( Read more... )

weird. 
he came over today actually. 
...kyle i mean [epic] 
we took a walk 
a LONG walk 
it was weird 
normally i hate walking 
but i figured if its with him 
then i don't care 
i was so hella nervous at first 
i definitely didn't know what to do lol 
or how to act 
but like idk i loosend up after a while
n got used to him 
he did a backflip at a stop light 
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today was a good day 
thats prolly b/c last night ended well for me 
i was all smiles today 
good thing too 
i was pretty down this past week 
glad i'm not anymore 
..no fun!

friday i saw 
saw 3...good movie 
loved it

saturday i babysat for my sister
n texted charlie moore all night haha 
but i had a good time 
my nephew is the cutest thing ever =D

sunday i ( Read more... )