well, here it goes ( Read more... )

1, i need someone
2,
3,
4, i need to change.

It will be a year in april. this past year has been most definatly the craziest year of my life. So much has happened, and so much is continueing to happen. I'm going to be gone in less than 6 months. I can't wait to move out but i also feel so unprepared and resentful from leaving. i think i have my work cut out for me.

The result of two chemical reactions in separate organs brings existence into reality. This creates the ability to create more reactions which intern designs the ability of thought, and desire. these machines can create their own desire. Of course this is not a perfect science, these machines also tend to create a chemical reaction that is known as ( Read more... )

-I didn't realize that what happens in my life and yours has to become the business of everyone else. I didn't say anything, didn't scowl your name. I didn't cause any false assumptions about you, and you what you were thinking. Just because you were afraid of humiliation doesn't mean you have parade around the campus telling everyone your side of ( Read more... )

This is a lesson of procrastination. Everynight im seemingly racing the clock. You're as helpless as a joke; and this is almost over for you. These inconsistant fase of my moods; creating this hidden bete noire. No one really has to know about this but of course; there is no alternative. Oddly enough, those similar sights and notifications of the ( Read more... )

So this new years is one that i would rather not remember. tonight i HAD a fake ID, but ended up with an MIP and possesion of a fake ID. its great sitting at home. doing nothing. feeling so negative. fuck the police. but besides that. i think im pretty much over getting into shit. This was the "last straw" so to speak. i have a couple new years ( Read more... )

I feel as though I've almost forgotten how to write. I don't know what's really going through my head these days. I think it's time to reconcile. And then just listen to holiday songs and enjoy the season. P.S. if you need to get some christmas shopping done, check out HAUTE MONDE high fashion off of Imperial and La Palma. Located in the Cinema ( Read more... )

So, how much more of this have you remembered that you had rather not? Maybe it's just that you're that one, that one that went away. and there's nothing stopping it, eeven though it still doesn't feel different. It's one of those things that one day just hits you, and you don't know where the hell it came from. It's those shirts, pants, and ( Read more... )

Everyone screams hippie at me
because
i wore a shirt that said
antiwar pretty big.itwas a statement type of shirt.
i don't think im a hippie.anyways'&so what ifidont likewar'