Have you ever thought to yourself... Why am I here?..

Whats my purpose and what am I to do?

I believe in God and I know he's real and I also know he has a purpose for me here but why dont I realize what that purpose is...

Yeah I realize I have what alot of people would consider a very "admirable" profession... but thats what I do, it's not ( Read more... )

...... but tonite should be good, hopefully ill be hanging out with some old friends, kinda like old times yet completly different at the same time ( Read more... )

myspace went down while i was at work tonite so i had nothing to do so....... new lj layout .... took all of 5 minutes

Today is gonna be the day
That they're gonna throw it back to you
By now you should've somehow
Realized what you gotta do
I don't believe that anybody
Feels the way I do
About you now

Backbeat the word is on the street ( Read more... )

Im scared that somethings wrong, Im worried Ive screwed something up. I scared Im going to get hurt... I hope to god that it doesnt happen again. All I want is to be happy and for her to be happy. Sorry if I did something I shouldnt have, I cant think of anything I would have done... maybe Im just worrying to much, I dont know.

What in the hell am I gonna do tonite?.... who is free?...

be careful...

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Last night was so awesome I had a great time. Japanese food is the shit and I love it.

And I love you too.

Its five am and im tired as hell i wanna go to sleep and I dont think I like working night shifts anymore. I used to prefer it more than anything but now Im not so sure... I mean honeslty its depressing, I sit here in this little room staring at monitors all alone for eight hours and It sucks, I mean Im freaking lonely as hell and I dont like it ( Read more... )