ok bored again at the library. =/ jerry's a jerk but theres nothing new.

umm nothing special. probably play sc soon and im gonna suck.

and check out wayofthemasterradio.com

its pretty interesting. ummm w/ee

i know this will never work out, cause its just a matter of time. and i know this for a lot of different reasons, because of a lot of signs. and i guess today i just realized it.
i'm never really going to get over her no matter how innocent u've made it look after all this time.
i'm never going to get all of you back. u're gone, and i've got whats ( Read more... )

the whole ... "jumping over hoops" thing is getting out done. you can use that excuse the first 30 times u feel as if u were beig treated unfair.... we've gone past that. you haven't dont crap for over 4 months for us, or for this relationship. and i barely ask u to do anything at all, and i've already told u that i wasnt going to ask for anything ( Read more... )

now and then when i see your face, 
it takes me away to that special place
and if i stare too long, i'd probably break down and cry.

i hate change. change is so inevitable, its so spontaneous, its so dramatic (yet subtle, in it's own little way) and its the perfect thing for me. if change were a person, they would be my soul mate. and yet, i hate it.

( Read more... )

shauna and jj came over on friday. well, i picked them up and they gave me 20 bucks and we went to wal*mart. that was cool.
later we went to my house and watched Amytaville Horror. Night was pretty cool, i was soo tired when i got home.

So, I tried to paste the pics, but they're in my photobucket, i don't know what happened. 
sorry haze, for ( Read more... )

i'm not sure if i've said this before, but damnnn
11 more days till the beginning of life <3 As we all don't know it
i don't know, i'm so psyched. it hit me today that i'm moving, not this weekend, but the next! there are so many things i'm looking forward to....
<3 starting school
<33333 being around my babe =)
<333 hanging out with ppl i love
<333 ( Read more... )

my nights are almost mostly wonderful, whether i spend it with friends or with my dream come true-laptop. 
i usually like meeting new people and i like spending quality time with myself. and my friends are doll faces, and sometimes quiet the nuisance. but, oh well, no one's perfect. movie night tonight, right after homework
<3 the only reason worth ( Read more... )

today wasn't the greatest day ever, but it wasn't bad. i finally cleaned up all the crap from my closet. wooppy mee ( Read more... )

I haven't had a lot of time to write .... my entries always start this way. And I chuckle now, now that I view my life as choices, rather than a story book. I've always had the time, I just haven't used it wisely. There are many things we, as humans, like doing in our time, and yet make the wrong choices, and time is just a waste when you think ( Read more... )

hmm man...
my dad really really sucks.
a lot.

i saw the scariest movie. i dont want to ramble...

i keep wondering why posting stupid things like that usually takes me about an hour.

i want to say so much more *sighs*